Writing this down in my journal as well.

Driving home from Becky's I usually makes me pretty existential. Just the kind of music I listen to sets it off I think. I was listening to Aplocalyptica (Farewell) and thinking when I noticed the car lights ahead of me. They kinda looked like eyes. Others might have said they looked angry but I think they are kinda nice lookin'.

I like it when lights are shining over a hill. There are two kinds of this effect. There is the kind were you are driving at night and another car is coming and the shining gets brighter and brighter until finally you see another car driven by another person and they just wizz...no, glide past you. I think I understand why they coined the phrase "Ships passing in the night".

The other kind is the kind where you can just make out a glow on the horizon that is a city. I like cities. It might have something to do with growing up in the country but there is something magical about cresting that last hill and seeing lights. Especially if they are the lights of your home.

Oh yeah, I read all of Moby Dick today. It is pretty good and also a classic.

Oh and I got a new BIKE!

YAY!

Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir

YOU BEEN HIT BY, YOU BEEN STRUCK BY.. A SMOOTH CRIMINAL

Does anyone remember that song? hehe I was home this weekend and found all my older CDs and I was listening to them, and I must admit.... I had a damn good time.

Oh, back in the days of Jr High School... life was a bitch back then, but somehow, at this point in time... I kind of miss it. I could have done so much more than sit on the floor of the gym hall everyday. I had quite a life... then into High School... still sitting on the floor but in the "c0rner" but that was much better.

At what point did life stop being a rollercoast of fun and start being all serious and stuff? Of course there's still a little bit of fun in there, but we have responsibilities now, and let me tell you... that sucks.

My 20th birthday is in like two weeks.... I'm going to be 2 decades old. Apparently, it all goes down hill after 20, so I'm going to make the best of this year xD I have a new boyfriend, a new apartment, a pet cat, and I'm pretty much jobless... it's better than last year at this time already.... :):) super happy face

Write back soon....

much loves
denyse